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An American Nightmare

‘I am imprisoned in my own house’

An immigrant mother of three, Maria goes into hiding as her husband languishes in a detention center and ICE saturates Memphis with patrols

Razor wire outside the Richwood Correctional Center in Monroe, Louisiana, where Jose was sent in August. His wife Maria has been in hiding in Memphis ever since. (by Micaela Watts)

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This story was produced in collaboration with WKNO-FM public radio.

Maria’s life changed radically when the Memphis Safe Task Force came to town. She stopped going to work. She skipped trips to church and the grocery store. Friends now take her children, all U.S. citizens, to school.

“Estoy en prisión pero en casa,” she says in her native Spanish.

I am a prisoner in my own home.

Editor’s note: This 3-part audio series uses pseudonyms to protect family members who asked to not be identified for fear of retaliation. As a general practice the Institute for Public Service Reporting does not use pseudonyms but is doing so here because of the sensitive nature of these stories, which shines light on the plight of many immigrants. To learn more about this family, read our original story from last May.

The immigrant from Central America isn’t taking any chances since her husband, Jose, was arrested during a routine immigration check-in in August. Since then, the family has been in self-imposed lockdown. 

Community organizer Carlos Ochoa says many parents are now in the same situation.  

“We see parents afraid to leave their homes. We see children missing school because safety feels uncertain,’’ said Ochoa,  

Even with a work permit, 37-year-old Laura, an asylum seeker from Central America, isn’t leaving her house either.  

“I haven’t sent my daughter to school for several days. It’s because I’m afraid. Afraid of being arrested on the way between home and school,” Laura said.

Her daughter has missed school, Laura says, because she’s worried about being detained. 

As Latino students begin missing classes, local education officials find their own mandate at odds with federal authorities. 

To help parents avoid Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents, school board members voted to expand school bus services in some areas.

But there are other consequences. Hispanic workers are jeopardizing their health by skipping doctor appointments, advocates say. 

“We see workers avoiding medical care because survival demands invisibility,’’ Ochoa said.

Jessica Miller, an organizing member of the Immigrant Pantry, a volunteer-driven group that provides food supplies to immigrants in Memphis, says hunger is another problem as families avoid the grocery store. 

 “Before the task force came in, we were only making like eight deliveries a week on average,” Miller said. “And once the task force came in, our request line grew, and we have right now, we have over 100 people that are waiting on food.”

Fears of arrests or harassment are not overstated, say immigration advocates — even for those with legal status.

ICE and Border Patrol agents have teamed up with state and local law enforcement, making traffic stops a major source of arrests.

During the first seven months of Trump’s second presidency, ICE arrested more than 400 immigrants in Memphis. Jose was one of them. 

In his absence, Maria had considered staying with the couple’s U.S.-born children until they graduated high school. Then she’d rejoin Jose in Central America, she figured.

Maria makes tortillas in her home in Memphis. (by Erika Konig)

But since the task force’s arrival, she fears being arrested, leaving her three teenagers without a legal guardian.

“I wouldn’t want that for them,” she said. 

Her eldest, Liliana, a college-bound senior, doesn’t plan to leave Memphis.

“It would be a waste for me going …  and basically having to start over with the whole new curriculum, and knowing that the degree over there is going to be basically worth nothing over here,” she said.

But without her family’s support, her life here would be way more complicated. 

 “What I’m more necessarily worried about is, like, where I’m going to stay. I have no idea,” she said.

As Jose’s case moves through the system, the constant presence of federal agents in his family’s neighborhood has brought Maria’s life to a full stop. 

“For us, this is no longer the American Dream, Maria said. “This has become the American nightmare.”

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Erika is a first-generation college student and first-generation immigrant from Mexico. She graduated summa cum laude in 2025 from the University of Memphis with a bachelor's in journalism. She is currently a graduate student in the UofM's Open-Source Investigative Reporting program. Erika's reporting on immigration has earned local and national recognition. Erika is also a corps member for Report for America covering immigration and civil rights issues.

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